winter

I should know who I am by now
I walk the record stand somehow
Thinkin' of winter
The name is the splinter inside me
While I wait

And I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you

But I don't have to make this mistake
And I don't have to stay this way
If only I would wake

The walk has all been cleared by now
Your voice is all I hear somehow
Calling out winter
Your voice is the splinter inside me
While I wait

And I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you
But I don't have to make this mistake
And I don't have to stay this way
If only I would wake

I could have lost myself
In rough blue waters in your eyes
And I miss you still

Oh I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you
But I don't have to make this mistake
And I don't have to stay this way
If only I would wake

winters cold to summers hold

this year i'm not that excited about summer which is a first.

this summer is bringing a lot of things and most of them aren't great. usually i can't wait for thunderstorms and beaches and oh! be still my beating heart...ultimate frisbee.

but with this three months comes an overload of work, preparing for college, saving everything i earn and still managing to maintain friendships and a strong relationship with God.

i love summer, i love the distractions that start to come at the end of another tedious year of school.

but this is rough.

this is hard, please pray for me.



.gabriel.

last wednesday night

tonight was the last connection of the year, seniors are leaving, some people i won't see again and...what did i do?


played frisbee.


i don't think our church really does goodbye's. people just seem to leave.


this makes me sad.




.gabriel.