homeschool

as some of you may know, if you ever read this, i was public schooled until halfway throught ninth grade. i am now homeschooled. i enjoy homeschool very much for somethings.but i miss people. i see my friends twice a week. my best friend and i barely get to hang out. and when we do, theres usually lots of people around and its very impersonal. so i cant wait for college next year. and a license in a month. and social interaction soon.


.gabriel.

butterfly in a hurricane

people. and object of research since Adam tried to figure out eve. I, like a butterfly, have gone completely out my league. getting caught in a hurricane of emotions, being tossed back and forth, up and down and around until I have lost all sense of direction. all while trying to figure out people.


but people much smarter than me have tried this and, they too failed. I imagine feeling the same sensation that I recently have.


so my point. why should I, a fifteen year old boy, be able to figure out humans when even those incredible minds before me have not been able to.

I shouldn't.

so I think I'll stop trying so hard...


and let my savior lead me.

*sigh*

.gabriel.